hi back. sadded still, dunno why. anyways........ i feel uncomfortable around *************. dunno why, never happens. but i juz got that feeling. cant remain cheerful around ***********, especially in outings and on th phone. which is why i dun wan go outing for th time being. feel better in S-skool than with ******************. although we had been frens for a damn long time... i feel better with those i made in secondary school. dont blame me. i try to be happy. to be cheerful. but it never works. although i am on th outside, i am never happy. xpesially with my life. no one knows th inside of me. (unless you study human biology) when i find those 2 people tat are supposed to be in my life. which i will never find. my confidante and my stead. .................................................. ................................................................................... never mind.
